Friday, October 27, 2006,
I'm back for a while.
Tommorrow is my GRADE 5 Theory Exam. I hope I can score well for it. Somehow or rather, I'm 73% prepared. I want my distinction. At least, I want my Merit. Last Wednesdae, I had lessons with Mr Png and I only got a PASS for his paper! @(*#@()*@($*@# Totally Sad-ed la! Gosh!
Tommorrow I have to report at Bedok at 8am in the morning to have last few advice and lessons. Then, we all have to go all the way to Ping Yi secondary to take our exams. Hope ABRSM will be quite lenion and nice for us though. Heh..
Anyways, I'm back from shopping. After sometime, I've decided to shop. I finally got myself a Nike Sling bag, though I regretted choosing this colour which is Yellow/Black. Quite allright and Nice though. Bought a belt, Badges, Shirts and bag. Quite cheap la in total. A simple three digit bill. I still have a lot of things to shop though. Oh well, more to come!
I'm going for a concert on the 4th of November 2006. Anyone want to go?
I'm having a concert on the 24th November 2006. Anyone want to go?
I'm missing training a lot and a lot. Can I go now?
Okay, I'm done.
EG II. Working hard is simply needed. :)))
SECRET RECIPE~
Labels: Band
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11:42:00 pm
Monday, October 23, 2006,
Today remarks the last day of the Fasting Month. (Ramadhan)
Anyways.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!
If I ever pissed you off or made you upset or anything that hurt your feelings, Please forgive me.
:)))))
Labels: Random
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6:28:00 pm
Thursday, October 19, 2006,
Things turned a little haywire these few days. Been involved in things and events lately. Guess what, I fell sick twice in a week. Thanks to the HAZE.
School has finally started and my timetable is quite packed, I guess. My lectures starts at 9am for most of the days except Wednesday as it starts at 11am. Quite late, I suppose. Tuesdays however, has been my favourite day of the week because it's IS module day. Though it starts at 8am, it will end at 12pm and I will be free the whole day. This semester, I'm taking my Creative Applied Thinking (CATs) module and my Sports and Wellness (S&W). Well, CATs class were great. I have great classmates and they are not THAT antisocial though. Miss Mal is quite a nice and sweet lecturer even though she gave us quite a number of paperwork on our first day. This time round, my class is bombared with guys. The girls can be counted by fingers, if you get what I mean. Heh. Anyways, the people are quite nice though and unique in fact. More updates on them soon. Heh. As for S&W, I gave myself three choices to choose which is Hip Hop, DanceSport and Canoe Polo. Unfortunately, on my particular day, they did not place any spot for us for Hip Hop and Canoe Polo. So, I joined Dancesport. Salsa, Cha cha, Tango. It will be fun I suppose. The only thing I felt uncomfortable is that, I'm the only MALE in the sport. I don't know why. Maybe I chose the wrong sport? Oh well, we'll see.
As for my own class, Modules are getting more chim and tougher than last semester. I'm trying my best to increase my GPA this semester without falling asleep in class again. Lol. Well, I'm going to force myself to study on my own and do some extra work then. Anyways, Andra got transferred out from my class and it's a pity that the clique lost a member. Now, my class is filled with more weird people. Heh! Okay, not that weird I guess. Shawn, Andra is no longer in my lecture. Hmm, sadded. Well, Andra is trying to appeal for a transfer back to my class as he said he could not be able to adapt to his new class. Hope his appeal passes though.
Anyways, last week the seniors had a performance at HDB Hub located at Toa Payoh for a new cable company, M2BTV. Being nice juniors and having them as inspiration, we went to support them and watched them. We, in the end had to form a barrier for our seniors to prevent people from walking pass. This is because they were going to perform on the ground instead on the small stage. They performed well in fact and we're practically the only ones cheering for our seniors. DUH! Quite proud of them though. Happy happy. Anyways, Eunice also were involved in the event as a competitor for the "Miss Chinatown Pageant 2006". All of us were cheering for her instead of the rest. Haha! Well, all the best to her though.
Last Sunday, we had band practice. Skip the band part after playing nice musics, like Variations on a Korean Folk Song, Sevens and Rhapsody in Blue. Bla bla bla bla.. After band practice, while they had committee meeting with the calender committee ( I don't know why they have that ), I though Faizah some cheerleading stunts, simple ones as she's quite interested to do it. I though her thigh stand. Lol. Pretty Simple. It was her birthday present anyways. After that, we got bored. Then we Camwhore! See the pictures!
Cute right the pictures? Thanks for sending it to me Faizah! Happy belated 17th Birthday! After the whole thing, almost the whole clique went to Geylang to shop and view around. All of us breakfast at banquet and it was somehow a hillarious one. There were Me, Hafiz, Faizah, Mastura, Atikah, Melvin, Farah, Aldwyn, Colin, Bernita, Johan and Azman. All of us different variety of food but it wasn't that impressive. We know we were not supposed to bitch during fasting month but an incident occured that really made us bitch about her. Scroll down.
You got to see this..
Heh, you see this person? Well, not my fault though but the clique named her "Primadona", I don't know why. Well, she's like a rich, sophiscated business woman, NOT!! You want to know what she did? I can't really remember what happen but all I know is that she finished her food on her plate and one prawn was left. She tooked the prawn, holding in with a spoon and walked to the counter in a "Diva" manner and told the counter to put the prawn into her packet food which they were packing. Oh well, it's not that funny anyways but then you should see the looks on her face. You really can laugh! Lol! Anyways, the Geylang trip turned out to be quite allright. They tasted the Muslim's "Deng Deng" or "Ba Kwa" which is made entirely of beef and "Air Katira". They find it quite nice though. Heaps.
Oh well, try outs next week and concert coming and also, EXAM GRADE 5 is coming up! I'm busy, packed, stressed and worn out! Please give me a break!
I Still Want My Secret Recipe! Neh neh~
Labels: Band
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12:41:00 am
Tuesday, October 10, 2006,
Things went allright during training until ;
I had a slight discolation of my shoulder joint during the stunt. It was seriously painful, a very very sharp pain in my shoulder and somehow or rather, Rasyid managed to cracked it back properly and the pain was gone after a few massages. Weird~
Well, the stunt was actually 1-1-1 ; a base, a second base and a flyer. Heaps. Very scary indeed as the base, (me) will take all the weights of the two person on top of me. But then, on the other hand Tian Ying managed to pull up the weight of the flyer and I felt lesser weight on me though. Quite fun when you managed to get the hang of it.
I SOMEHOW DID 1-1-1! THANK YOU TIAN YING!
[edit]Anyways, tri outs are coming out real soon ; very soon indeed! I still havent get my goals done yet. I seriously don't think that I can go for nationals with my type of standard. Really want to work hard Fifi. Work hard okay![/edit]
Another thing is, I felt really lazy nowadays. Thanks to the haze though. Felt really lazy. I felt sick in the afternoon and allright at night. Weird~ Seriously! Tommorrow, I'm going to buy my books and start mugging to increase my GPA. I don't care. I will work hard to improve my grades somehow though. No more sleeping in class for me please!
I'm going to cut my hair today. I don't know what and how, but I will just cut it short for my Magnum's Profile which will be Up soon! Heaps! Can't wait!
Oh, I wanted to say something. I was reading Adam Kerr's and he wrote something regarding Senior citizens etc. Yesterday, something gross happened. I was on the way to school and I waited for bus 812 to bring me to the interchange. So, this auntie was sitting down and guess what she was doing? She was making that "Kroooiiiinnn'" taking her flem out from the throat and playing it in her mouth. Gross~ She did that like 2-3 times? I was disgusted but then she spitted in out into the drain. One more thing, the last time she played with her flem, she was about to sit back down on her seat at the bust stop, guess what I heard?! "Proooootttt" then "Prooooooooooooootttt" then "Prooo....Ooot" and a final "Proo... Ooo... Ooo.. tt". I mean like seriously, she FARTED a number of times la! Still got like the MOTORBIKE sound like that! LOL! She just did it infront of everyone at the bus stop! She really need proper attitude and ettiquette! Oh my GOSH!
I still want to go to SECRET RECIPE! Adam Kerr~~~!
Labels: Magnum Force
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12:18:00 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006,
Heaps. I've loads of things to say.
One thing is,
I felt happy but on the other hand I felt disappointed. Contradicting ain't it? Let me tell you why.
One thing I'm sad about is that, I'm actually looking forward to Magnum junior's second performance which is happen next week? But then, due to lacking of space in the performance area and also, having a large number of team members, we were not able to perform and the performance is given to the seniors instead. An Opportunity wasted I supposed. My first performance but cancelled. It's allright though because Lenny told us to work on our goals. Tri outs coming soon! Though lesser competition, but yet, tougher competitors. The weakest WILL survive! Huehuehuehue! (they are so going to kill me! =X)
Another thing is, I'm sad because the person I'm waiting for on my birthday never appeared. Not even a ring nor a sms. =( Well, it's allright then. Anyways, my birthday is over so, I don't have to get cranky about it. =\
On the other hand...
I DECLARE MYSELF AS A HAPPY BOY!
One thing I'm happy is about, I managed to regain confidence back in me. Though I still know that I'm the smallest in the squad, I still feel that no matter how difficult the stunt or job is, I can do as good as the rest of the people. Thanks to the haze, I managed to get to do a thing or two in the gym with the squad and do my single extension. Also not to forget, CAMWHORE! hee.
Another thing is,
I MANAGED TO DO A TOSS UP CHAIR!
Of course, with Jannies as front support. I did it with Yu Jing and though she's the lightest, I'm happy that I managed to her up. It was a bit of improvement and that really boost my confidence up. Thanks Jannies and Yu Jing. Somehow, I feel that I always get inspiration and satisfaction from some of my seniors who's willing to help me in a way or two.
Jasmine, Tian Ying, Rasyid, Iris, Jannies, Zhong Wei, Redza, Syafiq. Really appreciated it guys!
We are currently have this sequence of routine coming up though. It kind teach us transistions and the usage of agility, alertness and momentum. It worked out well though. Maybe, just a minor understanding with a few people. Forget about that. Shall not explain further.
Working towards the goal! Cheer, Dance and Fly! Let's GO!! ; Magnum Force!
Anyways,
I'm invited to play for Kim Seng Winds for their coming concert. I brought Maisarah in since Mr Tan Ai Koon requires two mallet players and a timpanist. Surprisingly, all the percussionist in Kim Seng Winds are guest players. Somehow or rather, I know most of them though. Randy, Refat, Rafaee and er? However today, Freddy came. A guy who I've seen or met face to face before. Indeed, A Maris Stella alumus and of course, SwS percussion ensemble helper.
Well, about that band. They are considered individual hardworking people. They can work on their own to perfect pieces but just need to adapt to what the conductor wants here and there. I'm a little upset that the band room is kind of cramp and a not fully equipped with percussion instruments. But hey, seriously the people are seriously FUNNY! Sunny, the piccoloist, one of the most noisiest person there. Entertain us numerous times and it is always funny everytime.
Anyways, he is somehow quite proud with the percussion section, being able to sight read pieces and adapt to what the band wants within a short period of time. Well, a weird thing is that, he said something that shocked me. He said something like "I'm the assigned incharge or something like tat". Well, in any case, Refat's incharge of the section. Heh.
Anyways, today practice was quite allright though. Need to work on pieces especially Orient Express and Abram's Pursuit. Somehow, I got trashed by the speed of the song and the timpani itself. I need to train on agility. Really need to. Maisarah today, got screwed because of the whistle and Sonny showed her how to blow the whistle and somehow or rather, I think he feels excited when he sees the percussion section being filled and with such wonderful people like Refat, Randy and Rafaee. I don't know. He just looks funny and weird about it. Anyways, concert is coming. Do support me Please!
Details are as below :
Kim Seng Wind Symphony in Concert XI
25th November 2006, 8pm
Raffles Hotel, Jubilee Hall
Tickets: $10
Conductor : Mr Tan Aik Koon
Guest of Honour : Dr Lily Neo, MP for Jalan Besar GRC
Repetoire:
Abram's Pursuit - David R. Hosinger
Sevens - Samuel R. Hazo
Orient Express - Phillip Sparke
Poetic Intermezzo - James Barnes
and many more..
& more!
Ticket Reservation: Book Online! at http://www2.ksws.org/ticket.htm
Do Come and Support Me!
For Once. heaps.
:)))
Someone Please bring me out! I want to go eat at Secret Recipe!
<33
Labels: Band, Magnum Force
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1:49:00 am
Friday, October 06, 2006,
Hey guys. Guess What?!
I AM OFFICIALLY EIGHTEEN!
Finally after eighteen years, the Day has arrived.
To all my friends, clique, buddies and mates. Thanks for the wishes, testimonials, surprise gift and all those sweet messages. Really appreciate it.
In Random Order ;
QAZZ. Adam. Jon. YanZu. Sahira. Adorable. Raidah. Jia Xin. Andra. Wei Xuan. Lenny. Adib. Jush. Wan. Jon. Fahmi. Wei Jie. Clara. Jasmine. Bobbie. Selene. Shirley. Gabriel. Hendra. Mummy. Joanna. Indra. Abigail. Nazreen. Awang. Ignatius. Ken. DAxie. Sufian. Josh. Sammie. Sandy. Cheng Fu. Nicole. Dedric. Khydhir. Taufiq. Kevin. Hafeez. Karen Chew. Liyana. Zhi Wei. Aizat. Kelvin. Hui Xin. Marvin. Fanny. Aloysius. Dee. Weiming. Iffah. Sheereen. Atit. Bryan. Jolin. Clara. Feng nan. Timothy. Asyraf. Kai Ling. Ruzz. Magnum Force.
and not to forget, those who wished me "Happy Birthday!".
Special thanks to Wan for the super sweet birthday surprise.
Special thanks to Qazz, my boy boy for that superb message of memories.
Special thanks to Adorable, Sahirah, Jia Xin for making my day really special.
Special thanks to Wei Jie and Selene for somehow accompanying me throughout the Night.
Special thanks to Andra, Fahmi and Izza for the hillarious Msn conference.
Special thanks to Ken for the two sweet E-cards.
Special thanks to Nazreen for the sweet msn messages.
Special thanks to Ignatius for the birthday gift?
Special thanks to Sammie for the sweet messages.
Special thanks to Indra, Jackqueline for SHARING the same Birthday Date.
Special thanks to Adorable for blogging about it.
Special thanks to all my beloved friends who made an effort for remembering my birthday.
Special thanks to my parents for taking care of me for the past eighteen years.
Special thanks to Magnum Force ; for enduring my nonsense and weaknesses.
My birthday wish : Not to be labelled as the Weakest in the squad anymore. A HAPPIER LIFE!
Happy birthday Fir`!
Oh! Happy birthday to BRYAN PANG! Sweets.
<3>
Labels: Random
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1:18:00 am
Wednesday, October 04, 2006,
It's just not fair. It's really not fair. Why others can pass through but not me? I'm already been labelled as the weakest and smallest among the guys. I do not want to be the weakest in the team. Why can't I be just like them? Why can't I apply my techniques well? The question is, do I know my techniques at the back of my head? Ask myself why? Why can't I just put up a stunt, not even a Liberty?!
I feel frustrated.
I feel depressed.
I feel weak.
I'm not WEAK! I'm NOT! I'm just as good as the rest of the guys, just that I need a lot of work on my own just to get to their standard. I can't even do a single extension. To think that that's your goal for the end of the year. Why end of the year? Why cannot now? Why are you feeling lazy? Even some of the ladies are better than you. Is this a sign that shows that this is not your kind of thing? Why can't I do well as how I'm doing in Music?!
I HATE MYSELF!
Fir, you're such a weakling please. You can't even do anything in the first place! So why bother right?! You plan plan plan, no action. What's the point? If you really love this as much as you love your music, please put extra attention to at least be an average base. Why the hell you even think of going up in the first place?! You should know better that no matter what, the coach will not put you in the position you want. Please buck up on your stunts first can?! At least, do a perfect cartwheel or be good at something. You told yourself, no matter what, You want to be better than some of the guys in gymnastics and dance. But what your in is not all about that. If you really want that, might as well join the Hip hop society or the NRA right? Why here? Is this not my passion? I really love what I'm doing now but I can't be good at it.
Do ever wonder, any of your team members think you're wasting everyone's time when you can't put up a stunt or in fact, anything? You can motivate others, but why you can't motivate yourself? That's a question that you have to really reflect. You want to teach others, but teaching yourself is like teaching a cat how to bark. It will never end if you don't work. You should realise that, some of your team mates are gone and that means lesser competition for you. On the other hand, your current competition are all those who have standard and stand a chance for nationals. In the first place, you don't even qualify for nationals please. You're not even an average team member.
So, what are you going to do about it? Sit one corner and cry? or take a step back in everything they do? You're currently doing this please. If you realise, for the past few trainings, you have just been doing nothing except supporting. That's all. All your guy friends are moving fast, improving their standards drastically and leaving you behind. You can't just wait for them to come back to fetch you. You can't expect to be spoon fed everytime.
C'mon boy, you are turning 18 tommorrow. It's time for you to mature and think far. Not joke around like some "Doo-Doo-Head". Focus on your goals and dreams, if you wish to continue this. I don't think any of your friends in the squad wishes for anyone to leave you behind right?! Let's it be your 18th birthday wish please? To be like the rest of the guys, be an average cheerleader.
Fir, work hard. The whole squad will always be behind you no matter what happens, even your coaches. :)
My birthday wish is to be acceptable in the squad. Never take a step back everytime. Always have faith in myself and trust myself. If not, the whole squad will not trust you.
Push yourself Fir. Please?
PS : I DO NOT WANT TO BE LABELLED AS THE WEAKEST GUY ANYMORE.
<3<3
Labels: Magnum Force
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5:11:00 pm
Sunday, October 01, 2006,
I went through my stuffs and guess what I found? I found the Cd to my Freshmen's Orientation Camp 2006. One of the Memorable events and in fact Embarassing! Seriously, I missed the camp somehow. It was a waste that my Sports Camp 2006 don't have a gift for us, but nonetheless it's all written in our hearts as the memories.
I just want to post something during our Pool games on the third Day. I did not want to post this few pictures up at first but then, LOL! Oh well. It's pretty embarrassing though but never mind. I shall do it then.
On the third day itself, we had pool games. We had this short race kind of thing whereby they had two members of each clan namely Naga, Oannes, Prometheus and Titans. One is to be blinfolded and is suppose to row the "boat" with their hands while the other member instructs the blinded one on which direction to move. Then, once they reach to the center of the pool, they have to POP a few balloons of our clan theme colour and get the theme for the mascot. Unfortunately, I got the MERMAID! They picked me to be the mascot and with sincerity, I did it. Well, our GLs (Group Leaders) instructed me and my designers on how to make it so hillarious and hot but we managed to make it damn sexy instead. It was pretty hillarious and at that moment, I was damn fat. The funny thing is, the four mascots of each clans are Friends! I mean literally as the four of us are students of MI PAE 2006 and also Ngee Ann Sport Campers 2006. So, we were battling out to get our mascot to be the best somehow.
Here are some of the pictures that I got anyways.
This one is Naga's Mascot. Their colour theme was Purple and that guy there (forgot his name) had to be a Sea Dragon. It's damn difficult! Really.
The almost completed Sea Dragon.
Pose guys. Mascot. Rawr! :)
This is Prometheous Mascot and Designers. Colour theme was Yellow and Amirul (Center) had to be a Turtle. Thus, they turned him into Michael-Anjello *spelling?*, the Ninja Turtle.
Halfway through the Mascot. I'm at the back.
Err, Ninja Turtle had boobs? LOL!
Anyways, this is Adam's back. He's in the TITANS clan. Colour theme, HOT RED! and his mascot theme was a SHARK! Adam will be turned into a FISH! That pic above is an almost done shot, with fins, gills and a secret item inside. O.o
Titan's Mascot and Designers! Smile!
I think Adam was trying to say something to Paula.
Well, that's me. Yours truly. My colour theme was Green and I'm from the OANNES clan! The sexiest, at least. I had to really dressed up like a Mermaid, with boobs and all. The rest of the pictures says it all. Some are super ugly, cause I'm FAT! LOL! The picture above shows that I had to pull up my shorts as to make a seaweed skirt. O.o
Oannes's Mascot and Designers. Look at my butt, damn BIG!
LOL! This is me, trying to adjust my "Implanted" Butt. Look at how big it has grown. It wasn't real though. We stuffed it with Air filled Ziplocks. I felt a little heavy.
Adjusting things from far. This looks a little Obsene though. LOL!
Me, covering up my "Moobs". Now I really understand why women are afraid of getting raped! LOL! Seriously. Well, this is almost done though!
LOL! The Final Product and a little adjustment. LOOK at that man! One Sided Moobs. One side is bigger than the other. Plus, I had a TUMMY! I look damn Fat. They turned me into Mermaid Cleopatra. LOL! Oannes's ROCKS!
Well, we had fun though. Each presenting ourselves as a MONSTER, MERMAID, TURTLE and FISH. Each of us are super gorgeous and HOT! Pssssssssssttt. LOL! Anyways, they had a video of me and Adam doing our thing'. LOL.
Check it out then.
Well, we had fun though. Each presenting ourselves as a MONSTER, MERMAID, TURTLE and FISH. Each of us are super gorgeous and HOT! Pssssssssssttt. LOL! Anyways, they had a video of me and Adam doing our thing'. LOL.
Check it out then.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wr4PpXcrjSg ; this is Mine. Quite Short, but Scary.
http://icantypetheurloutcosadamdontwantitobepublish. ; this is Adams. Hope he don't kill me. =X
http://icantypetheurloutcosadamdontwantitobepublish. ; this is Adams. Hope he don't kill me. =X
We had fun though. SEXXXAY Boys!
Lastly, presenting..
OUR CAMPFIRE! <3<3<3>
Thanks Student Union`06
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