Sunday, October 09, 2005,
doodes...doodes...doodes...im like totally finally `7teen.. hmm.. oh well.. no bigz...quite down recently la.. alot of problem here and dere.. getting alot of hugs too -thanx rach-stressful level is going UP!...O's are like sooo near.. hmm i tink 28 more days. super near... Disappointed in results.. l1R4 20.. wat the hell.. people getting good results like 12,13.. and some even got 8 points.. wat is this seh fir?? work hard.. juz mug all the way for the 28 days.. can?? hmm.. keep doing ur ten year series.. just focus on your key subjects, science, maths, accounts, humans.. i tink all your subjects la.. tat's the way.. english just keep thinking of doing the question right.. not doing the right question.. if you know what i mean.. hmm just mugg all the way and after that.. graduation and your done.. work hard for the place you wan to go.. CJC? YJC? CI? Lasalle? Nafa? or poly?.. work hard fir.. work hard.. why you can't be like others.. working hard..?? hmm.. is this the end of my line in the music industry?? izzit? .. hmm.. just mugg all the way.. can?? please fir.. dun repeat the same mistake in 2000... please...hmm.. today will be my last practice with the swsyouth.. still loving them though i don't agree with some of them.. going for theory lessons soon under mr Richard Png... for either Grade 3 or 5.. hope can get grade 5 la.. cannot wait.. well anyways.. im soo gonna miss my section * hunny-st*rs ensemble.. whatever.. hmm.. yupz.. will miss the gang.. the section. and mr tan.. damn. hope mr tan's ok.. will play this last few pieces well and like get out and go study .. not go play.. go play is after your O's.. mugg mugg mugg... please...Remember this Fir... Be proud of who you are.. where you stand. though you stand lower than the others. Remember.. If ur there, there are people who are lower than you.. that means you have put in a little extra effort than them.. just work harder allright.. remember your equation in life to achievement and your will be fine..* Achivement = ( [Hardwork x Goal] + [Enjoyment x Support] ) / ( Stress x Problems )everything here is a key factor... hardwork and goall is the main thing... without them... wat's the point of aiming something and wanna achieve them.. you will have no where to go then... PLus enjoyment and support.. this two key factors.. brings about your hope into achieving what you want... Happiness.. Frens. Families.. Support is all around you.. it's just tat you have to prove it to gain your support... Divide by stress and problems.. both of this is a big issue.. nvr give up on all your problems.. without them i tink you're too flawless or you're just .. weird? hmm.. solve your problems one by one.. no matter how long it takes la... hmm.. stress is make you tink to overcome the situation of every problem.. even though new ones kept coming...just remember this equation.. and you're done fir.. now u got all the items except hardwork.. tat's the key ting.. be proud of who you are.. just stand up.. be proud of where u stand.. prove to the others and youself.. just like others..anyways.. yesterday's CJC tune in was fun.. damn fun.. met alot of new faces and all those old faces la.. haha.. yupz.. play alleluila laumadas te! and with hearts and voice.. cool.. Played timpani and Mallets and toms.. ahha.. well.. got good and bad comments la.. hmm.. yupz.. conductor said can ask him appeal if some of us get less than 20.. yupz.. haha.. i wanted to play timpani for with hearts and voice.. but no score.. haiz.. hmm damnit.. nvm haha.. oh well.. oh yeah.. i totally like took 3 hrs to get home.. took 966 to bedok and 854 back to yishun.. i saw tonnes of faces who look like olsen.. haha.. yupz.. kept thinking of all my problems and situation.. i tink.. hmm.. i dunnoe..To Mr Me :I do not wish to pick up any fight and problems.. the same thing happened again.. so.. whatever you say.. i'll not take in much... I know what i am doing. and i know where i Stand. People are around me and they DO support me.. remember this.. you have to be a coward you know.. just that put ur name on the tagboard and tell me the truth la.. everyone is a suspect but i'm not blaming anyone of you..even you.. you have your own point of views towards me.. if really know me well.. you should know where i stand and what i wan to do in life... I do not wish to be left out in the dark while others develop into great people.. well, at least.. people have seen me play or teach.. have you?? playing maybe..? since u said that i can't play flashing winds well. how would you know since u said ur in swsyouth?? swsyouth and aiband has nothing got to do between me and you ok.. remember this phrase.. * I am proud to be a Percussionist in AiBanD and SwSYoutH!!! *See that.. people will see my blog and they will know what i have in me.. So, just please stop tagging people's blog without your name.. can? those who supported me and went against Mr Me... THANX!!! =Dand i hate TEACHERS who INSULTS religion. Read THIS!!Happy Birthday Azman!!-emo-Hug me. Please.
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005,
happy berfdae to me.
17.wow.
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005,
god. all i wan now. is a hug. pls. =(
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