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Monday, August 29, 2005,

all rite... u wanna noe wad happen to me rite??? i tell you the whole story la.. ok.. since i got time..

on the 20th of August *saturdae*... haha.. normal dae for me...suppose to go to serangoon jc for some english course thingy with my classmates.. didnt go arh.. too bad coz no cash.. den like... haiz.. sit at home do nothing play com all the way la... trying to feed my way up to 50Kg.. haha.. den den.. at nite.. my parents asked me go out eat with them la.. so.. i happily go...den den.. woah..they brought me to this fucking place leh.. so dirty.. so old.. the marsiling area dere arh.. near the old checkpoint arh.. yeah.. the coffee shop damn dirty sia.. i should have called the food person thingy.. ahaa.. wadever he was..the food aint tat bad la.. juz tat the way they cook i dun like.. very different.. i mean ... yux la.. too bad lor... den when i go back home... i got a slight fever la... den i go sleep...

den the next dae arh.. on the 21st august.. as usual la.. i woke up ...den my fever went down lor... tot i would be ok.. if not.. die.. surely.. my parents dun allow me go band one.. den dey all cleaning up up the house for my brother's engagement mah...so i went for band la.. den go band... met the same few people up.. den go band arh
tat time my fever shoot up oreadi. den i slowly walk la... slowly walk to band le.. den i in band i shivering alot sia.. scary.. den i ask shirley help me buy plain water.. den ok lor.. can.. den band as usual.. play play play play.. yeah..kena suan by mr ng,... coz my flashing winds solo parts.. i cant play.. wat to do.. sick or no sick still muz play la..den den play play play... den after band go eat.. woah.. i cannot finish my fish and chips... so i gave aldwyn and faidhi some.. let them eat la.. they alll skin and bones.. lol!!.. den den.. i got very cold lor.. so i borrowed aldwyn's hodd jacket.. not bad la.. nice nice.. i wanna get one on my own.. den hanged out at esplanade la.. bla bla bla bla.. was alrite at first.. den when going home.. inside the train.. haha.. we all.. talked talked la.. den i *BAM* on the seat... i too.. cold and hot at the same time.. woah.. the pain was unbearable lor.. so i juz sat there kept quiet... trying to sleep... told my dad to fetch me home.. can't walk tat much.. so yeah...

22nd august.... wasnt at school... was at the doctors.. for mc.. i was absent tat dae.. having tat high fever...which is like woah.. pain sia.. so i got an mc for tat dae itself.. coz the next dae i wanted to redo my oral exam.. so yeah.. head home.. sleep all the way...

23rd august.. was arh... unexplainable... and scary.. at first.. i went to school like a normal kid la..my fever at tat moment was perished.. so i was like as normal.. being ok.. den during the assembly talk... i was feeling cold so i tot my fever mite come back.. den.. during social studies period.. i was ok-ok.. though i was sick.. tried to like erm.. control.. i was a bit scary.. i kept smiling.. sumhow like the weird person in my class.. den kept laughing.. and laughing.. den i juz fell asleep.. this goes on during the next period... maths period it was la.. den.. same thing la.. well.. gayathri got scared i suppose.. so i was like asking my teacher to allow me to go to the toilet.. so den like in the toilet.. at one corner.. i settled myself dere.. i cant move around at tat moment.. my face was burning red.. it was sooo hot... and cold at the same time.. i barely could move any of my limbs... so i juz stoned dere.. waiting to be found.. den during PE lesson.. my classmates went it... i cant talk.. my tears were all out... all out.. coz my eyes were too hot...den i tried to stand arh.. the pain was like erk.... erk... painful? lol. den vincent and zhi yong help me up.. but one they let go of me.. collapse i went.. twice!! i fainted.. sianz.. den fadila took care of me in the sick bay which mr rauth brought me to.. thanx la people.. den i head home and sleep...after my dad fetch me..

-------- To be continued --------

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Friday, August 19, 2005,

woah woah woah!! hahah.. guess wad??!! I got hope in the band liao!!! hahah.. thanx to mr lim.. yeah yeah... he sae got alot of things tat make me wanan join the band again.. i got the privilege to stay in the band till october.. ahaha... yeah.. hmm.. thanx mr lim... anyway.. joey *mr chian* came to band todae.. hmm.. collect his scores.. haha.. i tink.. so yeah.. the band maybe small though however.. can work is oreadi kinda good la... haha.. spongebob is coming to AiBanD... yeah.. more of them coming.. can't wait... hope is dere.. thanx to Mr OnG...

hahaha.. maths maths maths maths.. maths now adaes... haha.. man.. dying.. help~~!!


waiting~~!!



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Wednesday, August 17, 2005,

omg omg omg... i'm soo f*cked up and stress!!! argh.. god.. pls someone help me... haiz... 84 daes to O lvls... 26 daes to prelims and 5 daes to O level english Oral.. Omg... saddening leh!!! so many things to do... soooo little time... I HAVENT EVEN FINISH MOST OF MY SUBJECTS... God... pls.. someone pls... pls... let my mind focus on studying... hmm.. damnit la...!! god.. haiz... super scared leh!!!! my mt results got a F*ucking B4 and im super Disappointed lor!!! it's like a disgrace to myself.. other people who's mother tongue standard is like lower den mine got a better results... If only i had focus in class... tat's all... No point regretting now FiR... work hard lor!!! serious... im studying like hell everydae... can't finish most of them everydae.... im planning tonite.. to go thru intensive study.. i havent start on... CHEM + Social studies + English... OMG!!! i oreadi started 5 subjects.. Physics + Poa + Maths + Mother Tongue + Geography...

Omg... Mother Tongue and English all i need to do.. is remember this... watever i write.. Focus should be dere.. Please do not go out of point...especially my compo and letter writing... English.. try to use similies.. metaphors.. pesonification... same goes to malay... use not more den 3 peribahasa.. bahasa inbunda, bahasa berbunga.. all those format of letter writing should all be in my fingertips oreadi.. work firdauz!! work!! WRITE DUN BE LAZY!!

Physics + Chem = Memorise Formulas!!!! F=ma... W=mg.. E=Pt... Nm = Fd... D= M/v.. Rt= R1+R2.. V=RI...ohm's law... compressions.. rarefractions... sounds.. elctromagnetic spectrum.. half-life.. radioactivity... Helium Nucleus = 4.2.He.. Alpha particles...long, straight, hard. 0.-1.e = Beta Particles...long. wavy. curly. Gamma Ray = gamma ray. Studs. *Shaved Moustache*....PE = KE.. Ke= 1/2mv*2... PE= mgh.. A=(v-u)/t... amplitude.. Frequency.. Longtidutinal.. transverse.. D=SxT.. D= f x Lamda.. Speed oF Light is = 3 x 10*8.. Speed of sound in Solid = 5000m/s... Liquid = 1500m/s... Air = 330m/s... the use of transformers.. Sum Of Anti-clockwise moments = Sum of clockwise Moments.. Venier Callipers.. Micrometer Screw Gauge.. Q = IT.. rubbing of balloon causes transferring of electrons causing it to be negatively charge.. iron, cobalt, nickel steel... good conductors of magnestism... magnetise test = using test of repulsion... demagnetise... place into a solenoid in an alternating current.. den pull out slowly.... echo.. 2d/t... 1 oscillation = A to C back to A again.. refractive index = sin i/sin r... light bends nearer to the normal if more dense... away if less dense... bla bla bla.. laws of magnestism = like poles repel. unlike. attract.... bla bla bla.. too many things la... !!! Chemistry ... 1 mole = 6 x 10*23... reddish brown = iron (III)... dirty green = iron (II)... redox reaction ... oxidation = loss of hydrogen, gain of oxygen.. loss of electrons?? reduction = gain hydrogen, electrons. losses oxygen?? molecular formula..emperical formula.. acid + base ---> salt + water... acid + metal = salt + hydrogen gas.. acid + Carbonate = salt + Carbon Dioxide + Water... Air = Sulphur dioxide.. carbon monoxide.. Nitrogen Oxide.. carbon dioxide.. Blast Furnace.. Water Sterilisation.. Metals .. Alloys = Mixture of two metals.. Atoms.. Compounds.. Mixture... Science Practical .. State. Colour. Smell. Solubility.... Reactivity series.. Pottasium. Sodium. Calcium. Magnesium. Aluminum. Zinc. Tin. Copper. Silver. Gold. Periodic table.. Group.. I - VII.. halogens.. noble gas.. transferring of electrons.. ionic bond.. covalent bonds.. homologous series.. blas bla bla bla ... alot leh!!!... woah!! MUS MEMORISE!!

Geography... Agriculture.. usage of agriculture.. physical factors to agriculture.. human factors of agriculture.. subsistence. plantation. intensive. extensive. mutiple-cropping. monoculture. market gardening. wet-rice. physical conditions. IPO system. Process Of growing rice. Process of Growing Oil Palm. Process Of Oil Palm. Rubber Plantations has lesser demand den Oil Palm, why?? Deltas. Floodplain. Irrigation. Terracing. Output of market gardening. Green Revolution. Miracle Rice. Synthetic Rubber. Charateristic of Miracle Rice. Advatanges and Disadvantages Of Green Revolution. Pollution. Air. Carbon Monoxide. Why? Spread of new Pest. Why?. HIgh-yielding Variety. Techonology? Harvester/sickle. Crabbie. Tractor/Bull? Direct seeding. Spurse. Developement. Waltz Rostow's Economic Graph. Describe Everystage. Advantages and Disadvantages of Development. Factors Influencing development. Human Development Index. Degradation. Overpopulation. Famine. Tourism. 4As. STB. Singapore 21. Attractions. Bla Bla Bla.... WOah Headache!!!

Social Studies... Argh!! this is worse... Ageing population... Format of SBQ.. Cross reference.. Format.. given factor.. other factor... conclusion.. agreeable? reliable? why? vernice.. countries divided.. sinhalese vs tamils.. Tamil Tigers. Why? government? corrupted? Catholics Vs Protestants.. Who's Bad? Why? Factors Of Crisis. Health In Singapore. HOusing in HK. Economic development. Education in SIngapore and Switzerland. Differenciate. Coping with Ageging Population. Format. Structered Essay. Open ended. Close ended? Given Factor? Bla Bla Bla.. I dunnoe much about social Studies..

Accounts... Format.. Usage Of cash book. petty cash imprest system. Bank reconcilliation. Partnership account. Current Account. Balance Sheet. Capital. Special Books of orginal enrty. Disposal. Sole-Proprietorship. Company. Balance Day Adjustment. Trial Balance. Errors In Trial Balance. Double Entry. Materialism. Going Concern. Error Of Princple, Commission, Ommission. Amalgamations. Accounts For Clubs And Societies. Alot la!!!

Elementary Mathematics!!! argh!!! Mrs boh suanning me oreadi!!! 3 more maths paper to go!!! Acs Barker.. Cedar Girls and Temasek!! hmm.. sianz lor!! mrs boh sae i can do maths.. i understand it's juz tat i lazy to think one.. always sae cannot do..!!! argh!!! MEMORISE FORMULAS!! PRACTICE FIRDAUZ!! PRACTICE.. 3 hrs everydae is not enough!!! should have payed attention...!!!!! Distance between two points = Square root of (x2 - x1)*2 + (y2 - y1)*2.. Gradient = y2-y1/x2-x1.. Varies directly = kx.. indirect porpotion = k/x.. equation on a straight line -> y=mx + c... Pie R*2.. 2Pie R...angle of the same segment is equal... angle at center is 2x angle a circumference.. argh!! so many formulas to remember!!! MATHS NEED TO PRACTICE!!! DIE...

C'mon FIRDAUZ.. CHiong for this last leg.... C'mon... A2 For MALAY + PoA.... B3 FoR The REST??? 15 Points For O lvl!! Can MANAge???!! NOW Malay B4 ... POa B4.. Maths D7... English C6. Science C6. Humans D7???!! walaoz!!! WORK FIRDAUZ WORK... someone please motivate me to study!!! please.. help...

ARH!!!~~~~!! Missing You~~~!! Badly...

Waiting.. Waiting.. Yet Waiting..


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Tuesday, August 16, 2005,

hmm.. all rite all rite.. yesterdae band was.. erm.. haha.. nothing happened actually.. haha.. so like.. erm.. everyone starred at each other for some reason.. yeah... haha.. dunnoe why.. well.. everyone like erm suspect each other i tink.. maybe la.. i dunnoe.. hmm den like... jo jo, san san, yun yun, wyn wyn, dhi dhi not dere.. left me, oven, zat zat, mel mel and moo moo... so like we came for band lor... den i came with joeven la.. didnt go st pat's concert.. sorry yun.. i wanted to accompany joeven aso.. since he's the only one left.. haha.. hmm yeah.. so like me , mel mel and min min and zat zat walked along to swsyouth la.. haha.. nothing happened lor... saw shi shi and brian talking about sum stuffs... hahaa.. hmm read shi shi's blog and they seem to have confronted each other.. so ok lor.. yeah... hmm.. den yeah.. band started under the baton of Mr tan.. Abang and yun shan came late.. yeah... shan called me.. hoping tat i wont get into trouble.. haha.. thanx shan for caring.. yeah.. erm.. yeah.. they go buy reed at PS.. yeah.. abang had a new 'weird' haircut.. haha.. havent seen him online for daes la.. yeah.. den my 'twin' scared to talk to abang.. haha.. wat the hell.. yeah.. den all my section came in.. yeah... finally all five together.. power rangers.. haha lame... erm.. mais, swee teng, alfri, fauzi and me.. haha.. the section... percussion rox..!! lol..


well heard tat we mite perform in october.. an outdoor performance.. yeah.. hmm i wanna perform.. heard mite be playing jacob de haan pieces.. den or maybe a bunch of pop pieces.. gonna try out 20 of them.. yeah.. hmm listening to james barnes third symphony.. not bad la.. i wanna play!! haha.. hmm .. anyways... got all my section ready oreadi.. haha.. planning a percussion ensemble for the concert.. dunnoe .. fauzi brining some of his pieces la.. yeah.. hmm.. den like erm ... we played festive overture... haah.. need to work la.. haha.. march slav.. as usual.. den play this cute piece la.. march on the mall.. muz sing one la.. allalalalalaalalala.. den 2nd time bar muz whistle.. too bad i cant whistle.. haha.. hmm.. nice piece la.. den we played blue shades.. omg.. soo nice .. like vesuvius.. haha.. erm.. the percussion one only got one piece.. so alfri and swee teng muz run here and dere.. alfri lead and swee teng like shadow like tat.. haha.. follow.. fauzi sight reading quite good arh.. haha.. yeah.. play mallet soo stress den like erm play the running notes alone.. the band like blurr.. haha. the piece totally not bad.. i oreadi cant do the thumb roll on timpani damn!!!! angry lor!! haha.. yeah... i wanna play tat for concert... haha...


den halfway thru.. mel mel, moo moo, zat zat left la.. for the concert.. so left me and joeven.. yeah.. haha.. his lips bleeding coz of sumting den his flute red colour.. yeah.. hmm .. den play pieces la.. fun fun fun ... ahaha... den like after band.. haha.. dey announce the closure of the new members thingy.. den announce the section leader of the section... hahaha... Clarinet : Beatrice. Flute + Double Reed Incharge : Faidhi. Saxophone : Yun Shan. Horns : Jian Xiang. Trumpets : Mei ying..if i remember.. Euphonium : Shi Shi. Tuba : Bernard. Trombone : Bun Chin *abang* and Percussion : Firdauz. Lol!! i got section leader.. woo.. ahah.. ok.. i wont sae anyting.. haha.. hmm congratz to all elected ones la.. hmm.. so i incharge of section.. haha.. sacrificing starts.. lol!! haha... abang aso section leader.. not bad la!! good job abang!! haha...


hmm den after band.. ate with alfri, joeven, shirley, nazmi and shao tang.. haha... they super anti-social lor.. never talk one..den i talk the most.. haha.. den they all finish den i havent finish the food.. haha..idiot.. haha.. den those three people go off first la.. den like.. erm me and joeven go study.. while waiting for mel they all la.. so we studied at mcdonalds near UOB plaza.. woah..i do maths like @.@!!! woah.. my maths not bad.. need guidance den like need to think.. the problem is that i lazy to think.. tat's what mrs boh said la.. ahaha.. yeah.. my mode is currently on studying mode now.. haha.. studying alot lately.. drinking chicken essence.. yeah.. the brands one.. haha.. den like sleep alot la.. haha.. hmm like tat lor...


can't wait for band.. i miss band haha!!! dunnoe la.. been disagreeing with my frens lately... hmm dunnoe why.. i now usually like disagree with wat they sae le.. haha.. dunnoe why.. dey wann do sumting tat is like stupid thing to do.. haha.. not joining them lor.. i wanna stay.. me and jo jo and joeven aso wanna stay.. haiz...


dunnoe.. cant' figure things out...!!


help~~!!


Missing You..~~!! Always...Waiting.. Waiting... Yet.. Waiting...

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Sunday, August 14, 2005,

hmm... totally disappointed... haiz.. f*ck i got a b4 for mt results lor.. i was like... woah!! aim a2 get b4... F*ck sia... oh well.. it's over... hmmm... im soo gonna retake.. hartini was disappointed la.. most of my clasmates are.. too bad


hmm.. yesterdae went for some poly course and conference at ngee ann poly... woah.. boring arh.. not bad la.. hang out with the ten of them.. haha ... made me understand the world of higher education now la.. haha.. chey.. chim.. hmm.. yeah.. den went shopping at jurong point.. ate at banquet... ate ate ate.. den went shopping at northpoint aso.. ahah.. i saw andy with huishan sia!! omg.. i tink they tink tat no ai student can see the, so they tought of going dere.. but too bad we caught them red handed.. haha... yeah.. den bought sum personnel stuffs.. haha.. lol...


hmm... talk talk talk.. hmm.. i tink the conflicts going down to a close... everyone's trying to forget everyting.. thank god man.. haha.. .finally... though sum still have grudges.. aiyah.. nvm la.. forgive and forget.. if both parties wanna win.. the conflict will nvr end lor.. haiz... yeah.. i tink they letting it go den like forgetting it lor.. hmm finally.. after all this while... haha... yeah.. thanks la... but watever it is.. i wont leave the band la.. serious.. i wont... hmmm...


anyways.. for those people who blame me about tagging the anonymous thing in ian's blog.. i SWEAR that it's not me.. but nvm la.. since i noe wat's going on.. u can blame me all u wan... but i tell u ... im not the one doing it la.. seriously.. allrite?? smilez...


i dunnoe wat's the outcome later la... haha.. can't wait... i still owe the band $40.. hmm end of the month la ok??
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argh... totally lost and confused.. waiting yet waiting..

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Thursday, August 11, 2005,

hmm..allrite.. im gonna blog todae.. not bitching about the great sissy clarinetist.. but me myself and i...


been facing problems lately.. tough ones though.. todae. i got fucked up by susan koh.. i was damn tired. so i wasnt paying attention in class while she was scolding the class.. why should i pay attention to her since it doenst concern me.. yeah. so wat.. then she somehow told the class.. telling me... "look at Firdauz.. still so slack.. dunnoe wat's gonna become of him?" den i like huh? wat i do lor.. obciously rite.. she wanna fuck me up upside down wat.. soo wat... up to her la.. im the one taking the results wat.. not her.. im the one sitting for her paper... during this coming prelims and the results will be shown directly on my face.. not hers wat! so why she bother.. she should save those who wanna keep up with her lessons.. yeah.. ok.. so i have tonnes of problems.. i can't say tat to her wat... she will sae.. "so?? other people aso having problems wat.." den i cannot sae anyting mah.. so susan.. stop bitching about me... all this while.. too bad.. maybe i've change in attitude towards studying in N lvls and in O lvls.. ok.. 3 mths not gonna do much difference.. but i noe wat's gonna be the outcome.. i'm gonna save some of my subjex... like accounts and maths and english and mother tongue.. yeah.. but somehow.. i wanna save my my science.. im finishin my geography soon.. lastly left agriculture and tourism.. so like.. i will revise again my accounts.. and i wanna do 3 hrs of maths.. everydae... i've plan it out susan.. so juz wait... u sae results results results.. i bet ur results aint tat good when ur in sec school aso wat.. so ?? i dun bother.. i take more subjex den u now.. u only teach maths and physics.. nothing else wat.. so.. why muz u be soo sarcastic about us... yeah.. ok.. we're not as smart as ur 4e student.. or 5n2 students.. so wat.. i dun care.. why muz we be the same as them.. we have our own abilities wat?? wakaoz... can't stand u leh!! haiz..


hmm..anyways... yeah.. im kinda super confuse now.. i dunnoe la.. allrite.. to be honest.. im waiting for someone to open up my punny little heart.. but yet.. im waiting for someone special.. maybe i found tat person... or maybe tat person didnt juz noe my feelings towards the person.. so, why bother?? i mean.. should i be bothered?? izzit juz simply infatuation? or maybe it's true love.. all my hopes are rising up again.. and it's not only on one of u.. but some others too.. but i'm only fond of u gerl.. simple as tat.. maybe wat's past is past.. im like looking out for the future.. i dunnoe wat's gonna be of me.. can't i be like someone else?? do i have to live my life this way? i mean as in the way i am now.. im full of sickness now.. diseases spreading.. scabies is back.. sore eyes too coming back... fuck.. wat's gonna become of me man?? izzit become of u that cause me to be like this.. or izit how i live my way of life tat cause this?? someone please answer me.. why i have to be the bottom of every case, every fite. i have to be the accused of every misunderstanding.. is this juz a challenge for me?? or curse? people sae things will turn out good in the end.. yeah rite.. im losing people.. some going away to germany, australia.. dunnoe to where.. i bet some of them oreadi dunnoe who is this Firdauz. i dun tink so. i bet those who are with me now.. dun even want me to be their side.. allrite.. maybe it's true.. should be a loner.. i tink tat's the best way rite??



i dunnoe the reason why i've been feeling this way lately.. thanx to you... all i have to sae.. is simply just I love you and nothing else. Tat's the truth.



Missing You~~!! Waiting~~!!!


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Wednesday, August 10, 2005,

hmm... haha.. all rite.. im soo gonna blog... im not gonna bitch around though.. haha.. anyways... last sundae.. hmm. was ok la... the band was allrite..other den playing absalon ..tat's all.. fauzi didnt turn up.. too bad.. so did zameer.. yeah.. played reverie... march slav.. absalon.. i love you.. haha.. nice piece... hmm.. anyways.. yeah.. absalon was bad... but maybe put inside our end of year concert... haha... hmm.. asessment started oreadi.. all the best to those newbies.. esp flautist.. haha. alot of them though.. yeah... erm.. paid my band fund up.. owe them another $30 more.. i tink may-august... oh.. $40.. by end of the month.. i tink can la.. haha.. $2.50 per daes.. den like enough lor by end of the month.. yups... anyways.. after band.. hang out with the AnA gang... FiR FiR. Moo Moo. Jo Jo. Oven. Wyn Wyn. Zat Zat. Yun Yun. Mel Mel. Dhi Dhi. Fri Fri. and Candice..met candice for the fist time.. yeah..first went to erm... istana park.. den watch fuchun band perform.. yupz.. soo cute.. haha.. dey did the dance like wat marsiling did.. hmm .. yeah.. not bad la ... den Spsmb performed.. yeah.. played a bunch of sleepy pieces.. honestly.. tat was the worse concert i ever went of st pat's.. well.. they did try out.. not bad la.. haha.. saw keith, desmond, mervin, hilmi yeah.. and glosz with his son... haha.. yeah.. den.. erm.. hang out with them at Ps.. den like go yamaha... all those see books.. den i wanna take grade examz.. but $$ is the problem la.. muz settle my band fund first.. yeah... hmm.. ate with them.. FiR FiR, fri fri, wyn wyn and zat zat one table.. mel mel wasnt dere yet.. so we were eating den got a bunch of arabian people.. wow.. their language was like erm.. cool..den their maids poor thing la kena bully.. haiz.. hmm..den we all talk about the band la.. yeah.. received good news from mel... i was shocked la.. can't wait.. hmm thanx mel.. den like .. i went shopping at the area with didi.. den like.. talk about certain issues la.. den like erm.. we sat outside ps.. talk about stuffs.. san san wasnt dere.. she left.. alfri aso.. with candice left us.. so nvm.. we gang up down dere.. sat and talk.. talk la.. about this and tat.. bla bla bla.. den like.. wyn wyn found out sumting.. lol.. yeah.. den luckily nothing happen la.. hmm.. so like den head home lor.. heard didi gonna be send away to australia if he nvr do well in N lvls.. hope not la.. yeah.. head home.. haha rich for tat dae itself....



yeah yeah.. den the national dae celebraition was like.. ermm.. ok la.. not bad.. act 3 came to school but our drama club totally sucks to the core. no wonder. haha.. anyways. den like our majulah singapura was ok. clear la. den slow march was erm. ok aso.. so like everything turn out ok..yeah except tat mr lim was late..tat's all.. simply late.. haha.. den mr joel was dere la.. fatin was erm.. lol! ... haha.. yeah.. den the juniors did a pretty good job.. yeah.. can play finally.. yeah eyah...daniel gonan be back soon.. every wednesdae and mr lim and joel will be with us on fridaez.. yupz.. yeah.. so like tat la.. erm.. den played volleyball and dodgeball with the 5nA gang.. so yeah.. had alot of fun la.. beating up susu and chased by airpork.. lol.. yeah yeah... den after tat went home change... haha .. had a big misunderstanding picking out the timing of the chocolate factory movie la. .den like in de end decided to watch the 7pm movie which were like 5hrs later.. so within tat 5hrs.. i went shopping.. bought the exact same clothes as wen nan sumhow.. didnt realised tat.. on sale la.. 50% each.. good bargain... yeah.. bought two stripes tee.. wanan wear it this sundae la.. haha.. muz look nice.. gonna get a haircut soon.. my hair woah.. soo long.. lol!! haha.. anyways.. den like we watch charlie and the choc factory la.. was nice.. sat bside lil miss gaya3.. so like .. was nice.. laughed all the way.. cried some parts.. but some parts i was dreaming la.. dreaming of someone.. lol... hmm.. ok la.. haha.. den like head home lor.. yupz.. sianz la.. aha .. scabies is back and im like itching away.. yeah...



now they all got crisis... haha... too bad lor.. some people cant juz keep their asses shut.. too bad.. dunnoe why is tat person here aso.. so like.. too bad lor.. wanna bitch about us.. let u bitch.. it's a free country.. say about reflect reflect... reflect wat?? u sissynes?? lol.. haha.. simply bootlicker lor ... sae me boot licker?? wat did i ever do to get into the commitee.. i dun mingle around with the commitee..lookz who's the one mixing around with the commitee.. haha.. i wanna see how long u can last in tat situtation.. hhaah. tot u were seriously a nice guy but too bad lor.. i was totally a 100% wrong.. too bad lor.. yeah.. i wanna see how long this conflict can last la.. if worse come to worse.. i noe wat's gonna happen... yeah.. hmm.. anyways.. up to u la.. like u said.. ur stating the facts about us.. ur right about one thing.. we mite be a little immature.. at least we get along well.. lor.. not like some people... if ur gonna sae about facts.. so i will sae about facts too.. two words *simply apathatic*... tats it.. nothing more i cant sae.. if u cant be bothered.. why should u bother about this stuffs and bitch around too much?? huh? aint it a fact.. since when i ever saw a sissy smoker.. doing stuffs like a sissy... tat's facts not fiction.. if ur gonna bitch about us.. too bad.. bitch all u wan.. all i noe .. we didnt do anyting to destroy ur destroyed life boy.. too bad ur 18.. still like 13... too bad lor.. *im the great clarinetist*... haha.. lol.. sae watever u wan.. like u said.. ur life .. sae watever u wan..so i have the right to sae watever i wan too... so u dun have to come after me.. i took ur words and i look into it.. yeah.. true.. hmm.. well.. haha.. wadever lor...



missing.. missing... wanna see u..

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Friday, August 05, 2005,

woah sai!!! todae band was erm.... damn damn damn... damnit.. well... i expected something good to come at the end... but ... too bad got condemned by the teachers and the vice-principal who has a son in saint patrick's school.. woah.. i cried la.. so did fatin.. the vp and the teachers ordered the seniors to come back.. so ... i called most of them back.. but they broke their embrochure oreadi.. soo quite difficult to it la.. damn... this mondae performance and they still like tat.. my section totally hancur.. damnit... hmm.. i wanna work with the clarinets tml.. yeah.. wanna force them till like.. erm.. section leader not doing a good job..yeah,... haha.. hmm die lor.. i tink when daniel's back.. he gonna suan them one by one.. but hey.. mr lim goona buy them spongebob piece... should be ok.. yeah.. mr joel's here todae.. after all this years.. yeah.. haha.. fatin.. jeng jeng jeng.. haha.. hmm.. yaeh.. can't wait tml.. working hard.. leh!!! damnit...

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Thursday, August 04, 2005,

hmm... decided to blog la.. after all this while.. not been in school for like two weeks oreadi.. sore eyes.. had scabies attack.. den high fever.. got mc three times.. been to school with shades.. den like tat la.. go home.. now my eye tembel... haiz.. sianz.. finally going back school tomorrow.. alot of people have beeen asking me how was i all that... bla bla bla.. some dun even bother.. as expected.. so wat the heck..hmm.. been goiing to band but not to school.. haha.. dunnoe why.. hmm..finally started studying.. finishing my studies in elective geography by this week. left tourism and agriculture.. yeah..finishing up soon.. next chemistry...yeah.. haha... missing band.. though band sucks to the core.. daniel yiau not here yet.. he go home rest.. be back after national dae.. now under mr lim and mr joel.. both from yuhua... not bad la they all.. not too strict.. but need to be more stirn la.. hmm.. now the band got the yuhua sound le.. but very bad la.. still very bad.. wonder one dae.. like this they can get gold in 2007.. i dun tink so.. i've been listening to other bands play.. and their standard of the juniors are much much better than our band.. even some bronze band play better den us.. hmm stress.. fatin aso stress.. i more stress den her.. dunnoe why.. she got alot of things to do.. i worry alot for the juniors... yeah.. been working hard.. but not hard enough.. this is the time where most bands in singapore are weak.. coz the seniors left... 96 more daes to o levels and i still worry about the band alot... dunnoe why.. hmm i love the band soo much.. i always wanna go thru thick and thin with them... coz i oreadi got aim.. so im working for it.. yeah.. congratz to daniel yiau for getting gold with honours sumting like tat for WMC and his band being the strongest for now in 5 years coming.. till the next wmc..yeah.. philwinds.. good job.. hmm.. anyways.. the band now.. is lacking alot of things la.. members and discipline basically... attendance of the band is very band.. each section itself facing their own problem.. flutez.. one student conductor.. with no experience in conducting though got music records.. one flautist dunnoe keep talking on the phone and onot coming to band coz of tuition all those.. bla bla bla.. whatever.. den left one flautist.. can play la.. but need more confident... hmm no sec ones oreadi.. den oboe.. lost the senior who go flute.. den now got one cute oboeist la.. sec one... bad playing.. forcing her air out too much.. small.. lacking of air.. breathing thru lungs not diaphram.. yeah.. den clarinets. majors inside... both band and drum.. too bad.. section leader not doing a very good job.. handling the section is bad.. truly bad...hmm.. she going to bass clarinet.. finally.. yeah.. den majors.. playing much better la.. section leader should be good as them.. treasurer aso inside.. improving.. but izzati and faieezah.. attendance problem.. dunnoe la they all.. gone. good.. hmm.. den sec ones.. priscilla and yong er... hmm.. ok la.. priscilla.. super slow in playing..can improve much much better than this... yong er.. got confidence.. plays like celine.. hahaha.. saxophones... seniors.. attitude.. juniors aso attitude.. alto sax not bad la the senior.. can follow up the steps of guan han..juniors.. one is cannot shut up.. always give comments.. reminded of me when i was sec one.. haha.. lol.. playing not tat ok la.. wanted to be the star of the band.. loud.. the other one.. quiet... late comer.. everytime.. gonna get scolded soon.. haiz.. playing wise.. ok la.. can can.. need to be confident tat's all.. hmm tenor sax.. senior problem... attitude towards the band and senior.. tat's all.. playing wise.. not bad... hmm juunior.. i sae.. complain king.. still like tat.. hmm.. playing.. better den most sec ones la.. hmm.. french horn.. i dunnoe how.. hmm yeah.. one gerl.. suppose to play first.. dunnoe how.. she a trumpeter from pri school.. but then.. wanna play third.. so let the other guy play first.. due to chords.. can work la.. but sound very proooootiissshhhh.. yea..erm trumpets.. seniors.. inside.. ok la.. not bad.. librarian..not doing a good job tat much. scores not out... always missing.. soo yeah.. hmm playing wise.. ok la.. erm.. den.. the juniors always left to one side.. one is join too mnay cca, school records... i tink 5 cca's haha.. bad record.. one is always come late.. dunnoe why la.. they seniors aso hack care about them.. hmm tbone.. secetary.. ok la.. did more job.. can do like iffah.. hmm ok la.. playing wise.. ok.. the other one.. nvr get post.. merajuk..concentrating on soccer.. dunnoe why la.. think his playing good arh.. haha.. dun tink so.. the bass tbone... can't play... force out sound.. prrrooot.. junior.. talk too much.. but can play abit... basic things need to be dere.... euphonium... hmm.. juniors.. hancur.. one is depending on me too much.. the other one too quiet.. soo.. i dunnoe why.. the senior.. drop from french horn.. hmm can play.. need to have more confidence.. ta'ts all.. the other one.. erm got eye problem.. visually handicap.. so can't blame him.. he trying quite hard to work in the band la.. yeah... hmm.. the tuba..... woah..another case... dun wan come band coz mouthpiece at home.. dunnoe why aso.. hmm den basic things aso cannot play.. crotchets.. hmm.. kept scolding him.. hmm percussion.. hancur.. totally.. section leader.. hancur.. the other one giving attendance problem.. two junior gerls.. dunnoe wat to play.. too quiet.. den like keep complaining ..act jambu.. the other one.. dunnoe how many section..down to percussion.. the guys.. haiz.. haha.. one is complain.. the one is always dunnoe.. aiyoh... worried about the section... haiz.. cannot play.. seniors basic all wrong... wat have i thought wrong sia?? hmm.. idiot... haiz.. worried.. their aim : gold in 2007.. haiz...

hmm.. den for swsyouth.. hahaha.. they making the tshirt for our gang .. dunnoe la.. wat kind of name... hmm finnally got newcomers.. swee teng's back.. so is fauzi..yeah.. got new section mate.. maisarah.. from RP..yeah.. now got 5 people.. dunnoe wat to give them play.. i aso dunnoe.. haiz.. hmm... haha.. playing march slav, movement for rosa, absalon, festive overture, song of the prairie, barchus on blue ridge, the awakening.. hmm.. mite have concert at the end of the year..looking foward for tat.. got alot of new members.. made tonnes of new frens... yeah.. haha.. all starting to noe me.. shirley, shaotang, gan ena, elisabeth, shaune, zameer, maisarah, jun xian, aldwyn, shalene.. lots' more la.. finally.. haha.. hmm.. yeah... some people in our gang.. aldwyn is inside the gang.. pulling more people in.. dunnoe who.. erm.. yeah... shaune finally inside after all this years.. yeah.. hmm good for him.. haha.. yeah.. been missing alot of action with the gang.. miss them alot.. yeah.. haha.. im in the maple gang too.. lol... me, shirley, shao tang and nazmi.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. well.. wanna be kind and fair to all.. yeah.. the members all leaving due to exams.. haha.. getting lesser people.. probation will start soon and i owe the band $30 due to band fund in arrears.. haha.. poa.. wow.. haha.. anyways.. hmm.. sws..yeah.. the percussion ensemble got a silver for WMC, so is mus'art.. haiz.. sad... dunnoe why.. Maris Stella Alumni, Nanyang Poly and Mus'art Got gold...and Nanyang Technological university and Catholic High School Band got silver.. Congratz to all though.. yeah.. heard in 5 years time.. most of the sws people will be in the main bad... maybe heading up to WMC.. should go..it's a once in a lifetime experience... haha.. joey's back.. wonder how's he doing.. got gold... congratz boy... haha .. boy.. yeah rite.. hmm..

alot of things happen la.. school functions.. the racial harmony... my class got 2nd for food fusion festival... got a profit of $500++ in fund raising... yeah.. den ... erm.. some got stead oreadi.. haha.. yeah... alot of people changed.. yeah.. missing them...yeah.. yup.. basically tat's about it...

yeah... went to alot of stuffs... nanyang gerls concert.. was cool... haha.. simply rox.. everything was gold with honours and gold.. quite proud of them.. hwa chong insitution was dere too.. haha... not bad... i saw tonnes of people.. one is my primary school buddy.. taken care of him when i was pri 6 and he was sec 2.. now he in hwa chong band.. wow.. den got this euphonium guy sec one kept reading high school cadets march.. yeah.. haha.. den like fate of the gods.. for a sec one.. haha.. cool.. not bad at all.. yeah yeah.. den.. erm.. nanyang gerls.. band .. quite good.. deserve a gold yeah.. haha... den erm up was band fiesta.. got stung by a bee.. too bad.. st pats. and marsiling got the grooviest band... orchid park super sore loser.. yeah.. erm.. den.. kept eating at tanglin mall.. yeah.. nice nice nice.. den erm.. yeah.. met alot of people. denise. riah. syazwani. nabil. yeah. tonnes... erm.. den. mus'art concert.. got discount from desmond.. yeah.. haha. hidden from fiqz. went out with naq. so he saw us. so wat. hang out with joey... it rox la.. rebirth and iris was super super nice. yeah. jennifer who was in sws is in mus'art. yeah.. haha.. cool.. den presentation nite.. finally saw ernest for the first time. yeah. sas performed well.. tenor sax only got the vibrating sound.. pain to my ears. erm den . sajc persis almost perfect. oboe is simply able to melt my heart. it did la. den temasek jc. simply rox. conductor rox. acsi. abit dissappointed. gr selections wasnt impressive. their band like orchid park. can play one song. but better than them la obviously. den erm. dunman high abit boring. china boy played the solo.. not bad. glosz was quite happy la. yeah. about his band.. erm yeah.. sas did a pretty good job.. ernest solo was good.. so is timmie.. yeah.. 7th nite of july. marsiling choice piece.. i want to play. i wanan to play hanover too. yeah..erm going st pats concert soon in 14th august.. dunnoe with them or denise.. coz wanna see naqiah perform for the philyouth's concert at esplanade.. yeah.. hmm.. all rite.. tat's about it la.. haha.. ending with simply infatuation and nothing else. when's this gonna end. i ask u. will u.? see ya around folks. took alot of pictures. dunnoe where to store them.

Waiting in Progress~~!!


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Monday, August 01, 2005,

hmmm.. i've not been blogging for *years*.. haha.. okok..


alot of things happen....


love...


infatuation...


heartbreaks...


outbreaks...


sickness..


band...


you....


O levels...


Missing....


Thinking...


MOney....


Broke....


Dying....


Dunnoe yet...


Shiyt... how??



i'm sooo confuse... help...

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